a journal of mine

Jan Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Feb  Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined toreach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.  March Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns  kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant  and assesses others.April Suave and  compromising. Funny and humorous.Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool.Kind and sympathetic.Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude.  Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girlcrazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot buthas brains. May Stubborn and  hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharpthoughts. Easily  angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deepfeelings. Beautiful  physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needsno motivation. Shy towards  opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic(left brain). Loves to dream. Strong  clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness  usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves  traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking.High-spirited. June You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make  new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an  a very attractive partner. A wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you  have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one  day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for  it!!!   JulyFun to be  with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited  or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Moody and easily hurt.Witty and sparkly. Spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never  forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others  physically and mentally. Sensitive and formsimpressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people  through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends, never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Aug Outgoing  personality. Takes risks. Feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "everything's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing.Loves music.Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. Big imagination.Loves to be loved. Hates studying. In need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. Stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed.A fighter. 

Sept Active and  dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to  oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and  solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love.  Emotional. Stubborn.Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates  oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way  that only their lover can understand.  

Oct Loves to  chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and  physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends  importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of  them all. 

Nov Trustworthy  and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times.  Knows how to have  fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty  and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and  temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.

Dec This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible...Better than  all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic and competitive in  everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks farwith vision, yet complicated to know. Easily  influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Gooddebating skills.  Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly.Knows how to make friends. Abiding.  Able to show character. One guy/girl  kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds.Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

Kali ini gw mo cerita ttg tikus2 yg ada di dapur depok!
Yup, tikus2 yg berukuran cukup besar dan sgt menjijikan itu berkeliaran di segala penjuru dapur depok. Entah knapa, gw ga prnh suka ama sosok seekor tikus. Mo itu yg berukuran kecil, sedang, palagi besar, yucks bgt deh! Udah gitu kalo malam suka mengeluarkan suara2 aneh yg sumpah berisik
bgt! Kalo ada yg anggap sosok tikus-item-buluk-dekil-jorok itu lucu dan
imut, sumpah deh gw nyerah! Bahkan gw ga suka ama kartun Tom dan Jerry krn sering bgt si Tom
dianiaya ama Jerry yg notabene seekor tikus kecil berwarna abu2. Mana tikus2 yg ada di dpk bisa dibilang berukuran jumbo dan warnanya ada yg item buluk ama cokelat buluk. Si Tere (kucing gw di dpk) aja ampe ga nafsu ama tuh tikus2 pd –entah krn emang ukuran badan mrk yg 1/2 ukuran badan Tere– pdhal dia dulu sering nangkap dan membuat keok beberapa tikus2 kecil ato curut. Skrg, boro2 dia mo nangkap tuh tikus pd, kalo pun tuh tikus lewat di depan Tere, dia mah cukup ngeliatin doank dan lgsng buang muka.

Duh, susah deh yah… kucing2 skrg dah pd ga nafsu ama yg namanya tikus? Lantas kalo gtu, siapakah yg akan "mengendalikan" populasi tikus yg smakin lama smakin bertambah jumlahnya. Kucing2 jaman skrg udah "kenyang" dgn makanan kucing yg namanya Friskies ato Whiskas (bukan promosi yah..) dan mrk sama skali ga punya niatan utk mengejar ato membunuh tikus yg smakin lama merajela di lingkungan sekitar kita. Ok, gw akuin mgkn msh ada beberapa kucing yg mengejar, bermain dan bahkan membunuh tuh tikus2 pd. Namun, itu pun jumlahnya sgt sedikit… Ah, betapa aku membenci sosok tikus2 di dapur Depok. Mana mrk pd pintar2 pd, masa bisa dorong kotak beras di dapur shg isi berasnya pd keluar dan berhamburan dimana2. Dan bahkan, mrk sering bgt makan nasi ikannya Tere coba! Jangan2 slama ini tikusnya berkembang pesat krn sering bgt ngabisin nasinya Tere.

Setiap kali gw mo menuju ke arah dapur ato kamar mandi, pasti slalu dihinggapi dgn perasaan was-was dan cemas kalo2 tuh tikus lg pd jalan2 dgn seenak jidat di dapur. Pernah suatu ketika, gw lg buru2 mo mandi dan akan menuju ke kamar mandi. Tau-tau aja, gw "berpapasan" dgn satu ekor tikus yg cukup gede ukurannya dgn warna cokelat-item buluk gtu dan kita berdua sama2 terkaget2! Gw teriak2 gak jelas krn ngerasa jijik dan geli, sdngkan tikusnya jg kaget dan nabrak2 lemari piring di dapur. Sumpah tuh tikus konyol bgt! Meski gw benci bgt ma tuh tikus tetep aja gw ngerasa agak2 kasian gtu krn tuh tikus nabrak lemari piring sampai berkali2 saking dia kagetnya dgr teriakan gw. Dan itu terjadi lg coba hari ini! Gw bergegas ke kamar mandi buat mandi eh tau2 gw ktemu lg ma tuh tikus! Dan (lagi2) gw berteriak keras dan tuh tikus teutep yah nabrak2 piring lemari di dapur!!! Curiga tuh tikus menderita sedikit gangguan di kepalanya akibat tll sering kepentok ama lemari piring di dapur. Gw rasa itu tetep tikus yg sama, gw inget2 dr besarnya ukuran dan warna tuh tikus (duh, curiga lama2 gw bisa menghafal masing2 tikus yg berkeliaran di dapur sana, yucks!)

Duh, kyknya ga ngefek deh tuh dua perangkap tikus yg di taruh di dapur krn gw curiga tikus2 skrg pd pintar2! Mrk gak bakalan ketipu dan terperangkap di tuh jebakan tikus… Jangan2 otak mrk udah ter-upgrade dan tikus2 masa kini jauh lebih pintar dr jaman dulu. Oh someone pls, get rid off the rats in my kitchen!!!

Nevermind guys, It’s just me and my loneliness…
Don’t ask me why and how come…
Feeling so blue, feeling so empty…
This kind of feeling sometimes keep popping into my thoughts…
It’s because my selfishness thought that no one even give a damn care about me…
Once again, it’s just me and my loneliness…
No one will understand it, ‘coz it happened all by myself…

1.Bentar lg mau kiamat. Klo kamu bs nyelametin 1 jenis binatang, binatang manakah yg beruntung?
= Pada dasarnya kamu tertarik dengan orang yang?
a. KELINCI - org yg susah ditebak, cth: keliatannya cuek banget pdhal aslinya super perhatian.
b. DOMBA - patuh dan ramah.
c. RUSA - elegan dan sopan.
d. KUDA - mereka yang tidak terkekang dan bebas.

2. Kamu lg maen ke Afrika, eh trus dipaksa bw binatang pulang buat souvenir. Kamu pilih?
= Dalam masa pendekatan, cara pendekatan yang paling bisa bikin Kamu jatuh hati?
a. MONYET - kreatif, ngga pernah bikin kamu bosen.
b. SINGA - to the point, langsung nyatain tanpa speak yang bebelit.
c. ULAR - ulur… tarik…ulur lagi… tarik lagi…,layangaaaan kali…
d. JERAPAH - sabar… tapi never give up.

3. Ceritanya kamu dikutuk sama Tuhan jadi binatang. Kamu milih Jadi apa?
=  Kesan yang pengen kamu kasih liat ke pacar kamu, bahwa kamu adalah orang yang?
a. ANJING - setia dan bisa dipercaya
b. KUCING - gaya
c. KUDA - optimis
d. ULAR - fleksibel

4. Jika km diberi kekuatan utk memusnahkan suatu spesies, spesies mana yg akan jd korban?
=  Situasi yang paling kamu benci, yang bisa jadi masalah dalam hubungan kamu?
a. SINGA - kesombongan pacar kamu dan sikapnya yang sok diktator.
b. ULAR -emosional, mood2an, shg kamu ngga tau lagi musti gimana buat nyenengin dia.
c. BUAYA - sadis (jangan diartikan secara fisik yah), berhati dingin, trus suka ngejek.
d. HIU - insecure (apa yah bahasa indonya yang pas, ketidakamanan? ketidakstabilan? ketidakpastian? )

5. Suatu hari, kamu nemu binatang yg bisa bicara. Kamu berharap binatang itu adalah?
=  Hubungan yang pengen kamu jalanin dengan pacar kamu?
a. DOMBA - walaupun ngga ngomong tp kalian saling tau isi hati masing2, dgn kata lain kalian communicate by hearts.
b. KUDA - saling terbuka, kebebasan mengungkapkan pendapat, ngga ada rahasia2an.
c. KELINCI -hubungan yang bisa bikin kamu selalu merasa nyaman dan saling mencintai.
d. BURUNG - hubungan jangka panjang.

6. Kalo kamu ada di pulau terpencil dan cuman bisa punya 1 teman,pilih yg mana?
= Tentang perzinahan?
a. MANUSIA - kamu peduli dengan lingkungan dan moral, jadi kamu nggak akan macem-macem kalo nanti udah nikah (amieenn).
b. BABI - walaaahhh!! Kamu nggak bisa nahan godaan nih…
c. SAPI - sebisa mungkin sih kamu berusaha untuk tidak melakukannya.
d. BURUNG - tidak stabil. Sebenernya kamu bukan orang yang cocok menikah dan membuat sebuah komitmen.

7. Andaikan kamu bisa bikin binatang buas jadi jinak,kamu akan pelihara?
=  Pernikahan buat kamu?
a. DINOSAURUS - sedikit pesimis, kamu ngerasa sekarang ini udah ngga ada tuh yg namanya happy marriage.
b. HARIMAU PUTIH - buat kamu pernikahan adalah sesuatu yg berharga dan setelah kamu married kamu bakalan ngejaga banget. (amiienn)  
c. BERUANG KUTUB - kamu takut akan pernikahan.
d. LEOPARD - kamu pengen banget nikah, tp sebenernya kamu juga ngga yakin betul apa sih pernikahan itu?

8. Kalo kamu bisa jadi binatang selama 5 menit, mau jadi yang mana? 
=  Saat ini, kamu menganggap cinta adalah?
a. SINGA - kamu sll haus akan cinta. Tapi bkn berarti mudah jatuh cinta, tapi sll ingin dicintai.
b. KUCING - kamu sdkt egois. Kamu melihat cinta sbg sesuatu yg mdh didpt & dibuang kpnpun kamu mau. (Hiks, alasan sbnrnya krn gw emang suka kucing dr dulu =p~)
c. KUDA - kamu engga mau dikekang oleh hubungan yang terlalu serius.
d. Merpati… (sayangnya ga dpt lanjutannya ^^;)